What will you be remembered for?

Last week, when i was walking around the twitter,looking for the person that i might be interested to follow,suddenly a woman appeared there. I was staring at that picture. That picture belong to Dr. Lolo Ghazali. A very inspirational woman whom i know her from Islamic Party of Malaysia. She passed away last July 2011. Its been almost a year.Then i recalled an article that i read on Dr MAZA page last time. An article dedicated by Dr Asri to her. He wrote about how Dr Lo'Lo used to advice him in before he was a Mufti and after he is a mufti.

I also recalled in that period of time,between her death and now, there were several occasion that happened in Middle East where the supreme leader such as Gaddafi and Mubarak were toppled down by the people. How great they was but finally they went down to a lowest respect a man can give to another man.

Although she was not the 1st Lady,it is not important.With all the works that she had done, it already been recognized by all people. It reminds me of a phrase, Unsung hero is better than toxic people. It is not your position that people value but all the effort that we put in our fighting.

Suddenly I was thinking about a Friday prayer's khutbah that i heard a few week back. The khatib provoked the audience with a question. If one day you are dead. What will you be remembered for?

What do you think>. If one day you die,what part of your life that will show who you are in this world?

- A person who own all types of console and games?
- A football fan how knoe every single thing about his club? watch every game not matter what time it is?
-A food lover who spend thousand to taste every single food from Asian countries?
-A successful facebooker?
-A person with hot girlfriend?



When it comes to this type of question, lets go back to what is the purpose of our creation?


56. And I (Allah) created not the jinns and humans except they should worship Me (Alone)

-Ad Dzariyat-


It is clear that Allah created human to worship. So lets ask ourselves,do we really do what is we asked to or are we go astray from our objective of life. OR are we worshipping footballers,games, and the other material of life?

ASK YOURSELF!!!!

Kembalinya mereka,menyusulnya kita~

Kebelakangan ni banyak kematian yg berlaku terhadap org2 yg disekeliling aku. Sehari sebelum Hari Raya Aidilfitri baru2 ni,seorang sahabat yg tinggal sekampung dgn aku telah pergi menemui Ilahi.


Pada Hari Raya kedua,nenek saudara aku yg tinggal disebelah rumah juga telah pergi meninggalkan kami. Dia lebih mesra dikenali dgn pnaggilan Tok Long dikalangan ahli keluarga kami.. Masih teringat,kalau dulu aku selalu ke rumahnya untuk mengambil buah jambu yg berada dlm perkarangan rumahnya. Aku juga sering melalui rumahnya untuk ke kedai runcit berdekatan.


Minggu lepas, Tok Guru aku yg mengajar aku Al-Quran pula telah dijemput oleh Izrail. Beliau dipanggil Tok Wa Man dikalangan org kampung. Aku mula dihantar berguru dgn Wa Man sejak aku 5 tahun sehinggalah aku tamat  mengaji seaktu umur 12 tahun. Walaupun aku telah khatam lebih awal,tp aku masih lagi berguru dgn dia bagi mengisi waktu malam. Setiap hari,pelajaran akan bermula pada pukul 7.30 mlm hingga pukul 915 malam. Jadi setiap hari hampir 2 jam masa telah dihabiskan bersama beliau. Beliau byak berjasa kpd aku. Ilmu Al-Quran yg dipelajari tak mungkin dapat dibalas dgn wang ringgit. Semoga Allah shj yg membalasnya.


Masih teringat,ketika mengajar,Wa Man akan memegang sebatang rotan. Sekiranya berlaku kesalahan, beliau akan menegur. Bagaimanapun sekiranya kesalahan masih berulang,rotan tadi akan hinggap di bahagian belakang. Bila difikirkan kembali, aku bersyukur dgn kaedah yg digunakan, Alhamdulillah aku berjaya menguasai bacaan dgn baik. Pelajaran aku yg terakhir ialah membaca Al-Quran dlm keadaan terbalik. Beliau pernah menyatakan hasrat supaya aku menguasai kaedah ini kerana siapa tahu suatu hari nnt aku akan mengajar Al-Quran itu sendiri. Aku juga bersyukur kerana sempat bertemu dgn beliau pada Hari Raya lepas.


Semoga pemergian mereka ini akan menjadi pengajaran kepada aku. Sesungguhnya perkara yg paling dekat dengan kita adalah kematian. Samada kita suka atau tidak,kematian telah ditetapkan.


"Tiap-tiap jiwa merasakan mati; kemudian kepada Kami kamu dikembalikan." (29:57)


Allah dan janji yg semua kita akan kembali kepadanya. Yg berbeza adalah cara kita kembali. Adakah kita akan kembali dgn keadaan kufur nikmat atau dlm keadaan yg beriman kepadanya?


Allah berfirman dalam Surah Taha:
[74]
"Sebenarnya sesiapa yang datang kepada Tuhannya pada hari akhirat sedang ia bersalah maka sesungguhnya adalah baginya neraka jahannam yang ia tidak mati di dalamnya dan tidak pula hidup. 
[75]
"Dan sesiapa yang datang kepadaNya sedang ia beriman, serta ia telah mengerjakan amal-amal yang soleh, maka mereka itu akan beroleh tempat-tempat tinggal yang tinggi darjatnya: 
[76]
"(Iaitu) Syurga-syurga yang kekal, yang mengalir padanya beberapa sungai, mereka kekal di dalamnya; dan yang demikian itu ialah balasan orang-orang yang membersihkan dirinya dari perbuatan kufur dan maksiat". 




Tahun ni umur aku 20 tahun. Bila difikirkan,berapa byak manakah amalan yg telah aku lakukan. Adakah amalan aku selama ini diterima oleh Allah? 20 tahun.Berapa lama lagikah umur  yg tinggal..Setahun? Sebulan atau sehari lagi. Semoga hari-hari yg tinggal akan dimanfaatkan sebaiknya.


[3:102]
Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bertaqwalah kamu kepada Allah dengan sebenar-benar taqwa, dan jangan sekali-kali kamu mati melainkan dalam keadaan Islam. 

My Ramdhan and meriam~

Alhamdulillah,kali ni berpeluang meyambut Ramadhan di Gold Coast

pengalaman baru yg sgt berbeza

yg merupakan pengalaman baru bagi Ramadhan aku

so lets talk bout previous Ramadhan

Ramadhan first

this is when i was a kids

this is the best moment of Ramadhan

because everything was fun

1st reason is because i will have a months Koran lesson holiday

argh,what a release,this is because my Koran lesson would be from 7-9 pm everyday

during this time,i can go out at night because there will be no ghost..LOL

i started fasting when i was 5.. i finished 28 days,if im not mistaken

and the motivation on that time was money that my dad promise me..

everyday that i fast,i will get one dollar..

for a  kid,that a huge amount of money

i also managed to save some money because the canteen was closed

the money that was saved then will be used to buy carbait (a type of explosive substances) for our meriam   (cannon)..this was awesome..we fought with the neighboring kids..

however we didnt use meriam buluh as it is so dangerous

we also didnt use meriam tin because it is too slow

we used meriam concrete and meriam tanah which are very strong

although it is dangerous,but  who care..thats the only awesome games to be played during Ramadan

i still remember playing with my friends Mat Nor,Pidod(arwah),Am,Mat trekta,Pait..

i am the youngest among them..=)

picture of meriam buluh,but we replaced it with concrete

sometimes we also will play at night..

i will skip my terawih player amd go to the kebun getah  with my friends

after being tired, we will head to Surau to eat moreh..hahaha

the night will only end when the surau finish their terawih prayer..hehe

now, i dont think the kids will still play meriam buluh

they prefer to play mercun

i miss the moment..how i wished to go back to the moment..

enjoying the sound of meriam at my village and nearby village..

a month of war..

a memorable experince~